wherein I just don't give a fuck

this is gonna be such a random post but I need to get this out of my head and unfortunately I don't know anyone who I feel certain won't share the opposite view. don't get me wrong it's not like I need or only want people who agree with me, but right now I'm just honestly not in the mood for a debate.

kpop thoughts

I know that if you don't know me personally it must seem like I live in a pool of my tears. I don't - for the most part - but I am an emotional person and crying is the natural way for me to release when all those feels just becomes too much.

lol I dunno, it just struck me that lately it's all about crying and being a sad and emotional mess around here, and it's not really like that all the time, I guess it's just often the emotional times I need to vent here

so here we go again :)

watching history

note: I obviously wrote this on Monday, but life, and, yea..

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yesterday I watched a 43-year-old guy jump off a ledge and hurl towards earth from the stratosphere. everything was live via Red Bull's live feed (or as live as the safety 20 second delay would allow), and I cried so hard into my pillow.

don't mind me

I'm just blatantly ignoring everything else I should be doing right now and trying not to notice how annoying it is that I have no problem writing this when I can't seem to write anything else so here's another thing I've been thinking a lot about.

tears won't stop

My friend died today

and I am heartbroken

Square 1

This will probably be irrelevant

When I did the last post almost 3 months ago it was my honest intention to take a little break, and then come back and finish the updates for the Sherlock promotions. Late, I know, but it would be for me cos I would like to have the chronology for later, and even though I didn't post I've been saving pics and videos so I could do it.

Well, you know what they say about even the best laid plans..

Another Easter in Hamburg~

A spontaneous decision to go to Hamburg after all during hubs' Easter vacation resulted in a stay at this dump hotel, Hotel Aachener Hof.

On the edge..

I am loving this comeback more than you will ever understand because I love this boy more than you will ever understand, and seeing him everywhere looking stunning and tired and happy and spaced out and absolutely fucking gorgeous is my driving force these days to be honest.

SHINee Sherlock MV - dance + practice versions ♥

Just cos I love love LOVE these dance version where you can really see the choreo. And now that I love Sherlock's I'm so excited they made two dance version.

Including the now world famous roll of toilet paper 

#SHINeeIsBack - Sherlock MV ♥ M! Countdown Comeback Stage

120322 - Up, but barely awake, I was still fully ready when the MV was suddenly released at around 5pm KST.

#SHINeeIsBack - Sherlock (digital release) ♥

120319 - The day has finally come...♥

Today, the 19th, midnight KST, meaning my yesterday afternoon, the comeback was finally a reality ♥ 

Sherlock was released in digital version through various sites, including iTunes. I had so been looking forward to this day and twitter was buzzing and it was gonna be glorious. 
Unfortunately, I was busy the entire day with fewer and headache and puking my guts out so it was a lot less glamorous than expected.

#SHINeeIsBack - SHINee ♥

120314 - I don't know what was expected today, but it's pretty clear that people are getting impatient and used to picture teasers, and honestly I thought they were gonna start giving us audio teaser now. Wake up, SM, it's so soon and we need to have MV teasers, too!

Anyway, this is what we got. In almost tumblr size..

It's like a line-up at Woodstock and everyone seems pissed they got dragged out of their teepee in the middle of....WHATEVER.
But they have a new standing order! With Ho gaining an extra 10cm due to his ahjumma hair, was it really necessary to put Jong next to him with his flat hair?

As expected, though, I really love the concept by now ♥

Today was also the day when Sherlock finally became available for pre-orders!!!!! 
still haven't ordered though, cos I'm waiting for shipping reply.

By the way, totally unimpressed with SM here. Not only do they only get them a mini album, but the only freebie is a poster. Group or individual - and you can't even choose who's poster you want. It's random if you buy from music sites which is why I'm getting mine on ebay lol

I'm dying with anticipation for this album... ♥


Edit: Obviously it also comes with a photocard

#SHINeeIsBack - SHINee ♥

120313 - I wasn't sure if any group teaser would come out tonight and twitter was unusually dead, so it was completely random how I just went to check if a certain someone was on right around the time the other weekday teasers had been out. 
And as soon as the first person tweeted it all the lurkers came out of the wood works.


Brace yourself...

Legit tears over Ho's hair, like, what he hell?! AND THOSE SIDEBURNS AHAHA
And my presh flower child ♥ 

I really don't know what else to say about this picture except how is this French dream boy in any way possible??? 

"why is theme/s so inconsistent, did they just fuck? are they high? What is happening? will this have anything to do with the video AT ALL?"

All my feels in that comment. I can't wait to see what tomorrow will bring~

#SHINeeIsBack - Jonghyun

120312 - Today was odd.

#SHINeeIsBack - Key

120311 - Did I call it or what?!? LOL

#SHINeeIsBack - Onew

120310 - By now it was sorta anticipated that SM would release a new teaser at my 1am so everyone gathered at twitter at around 00:30 and onwards and then we waited. And waited. And waited some more.
1am came and went and the lions (or lionesses as it were) were getting seriously pressed. I have to say I was a little more meh because Tae had already been out so..

#SHINeeIsBack - Taemin ♥

120309 - I was just about to head to bed earlier around 1am when SM decided to punch me in the face 

#SHINeeIsBack - Minho

120308 - To be honest I don't really know where my feelings are at right now. I've only known SHINee for a year and two months yet in all that time they haven't released anything new. In Korean. Now, that might not sound like a long time, but for kpop it's like a freaking walk in the desert.
In fact they haven't released anything new in nearly a year and a half and that was just a repackaged album. Their latest full length album was released on July 19th 2010, and so I have never experienced a comeback.

I NEVER KNEW IT COULD BE LIKE THIS ;A;

Surprise~

Three days ago hubs posted this on my Facebook wall asking what it was.

120208 KBS Music Bank in Paris - Pictures 7

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120208 KBS Music Bank in Paris - Pictures 6

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120208 KBS Music Bank in Paris - Pictures 3

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120208 KBS Music Bank in Paris - Pictures 5

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120208 KBS Music Bank in Paris - Pictures 4

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120208 KBS Music Bank in Paris

as usual, this is a personal travel account, not an ordinary whatever that means fanaccount, so if you just wanna see my cams and pics, feel free to scroll way down cos I like to talk a lot.



A/N: Well this took it's sweet ass time to get out of my head. It turned out very different than my SMTown account, and I'm not all that pleased with it, if I'm being honest.

I think it's safe to say that this trip to Paris had been highly anticipated even since we managed to secure our tickets! SMTown was the most amazing electrifying night ever and we wanted more, so when we got the tickets for Music Bank we thought we were home free. But - to put it mildly - there's been a few bumps along the road.

120208 KBS Music Bank in Paris - Pictures 1

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120208 KBS Music Bank in Paris - Pictures 2

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This is still relevant because I say so

A/N: To be completely honest this post have been giving me a head ache. Not because of it's content but because this is about something that happened yearsssss ago! Well, at least one year ago.. Well, at least last year! November 21st 2011 to be exact, but then crap life happened and I didn't get around to posting about it until now



OHMAIGAAAAAAAAAAH MY FIRST PACKAGE FROM TINAAAAAAA~!!!!!!! 

Look at this cutie! No pants!!! LOL

Oh my god, it was so exciting to open that box! Everything was so neatly, individually wrapped in bubble wrap, and one of the funny things about carefully unpacking it all was to see how different tape can be. It was so thick and stiff and it was really easy to get off even though it also kept everything tight together, whereas our tape is also really sticky but it's so thin it can be impossible to peel off again sometimes. Wait, how did this become a rant about tape?? 

I spy OTP~! ♥

So many small packages and it was impossible to guess what was in any of them! And that net with her cute fanart. I already use it to keep things for her in :)

Candy, tea, nuts, fancy chocolates, nougat, the cutest little felt animals she had made, and the picture of Taemin and Key was a card on the back ♥

We ate almost the entire bowl of candy that day orz

This was so awesome, bb, thank you so much ♥ I can't even imagine how much time and effort you have put into this.

사랑해 ♥

The wall 2.0

짜잔~!!

My red walls ♥

And yeah, yeah, I know they're not really red or anything, but to me this is red.
When I made Version 1, even though it was in September '11 for some reason there wasn't a single red picture, but that, my friends, have been rectified.

When I was done there was this bare hole in the middle, but luckily my fan from SMTown fit like a glove

Now this may seem like an easy project, and the wall with the TV is easy enough because it's in straight lines. The toughest job here is to pick the pictures!
But gdi the other one is a pain because of the angles and making it fit without looking too boring. This took me almost 7 freakin' hours.

Anyway, it's here, it's gorgeously glorious red and I love it~♥ 

I assume everyone gets that I'm referring to his hair here..  

Happy New Year~!!! *\(^o^)/*

I hope you all have a very happy 2012 ♥