Yesterday I ate a small tin of sweetcorn.
Since my insulin count..number..thing is through the roof and I'm 2 seconds away from developing diabetes I shouldn't be anywhere near sweetcorn or carbs in general, let alone eating it. I know this, yet I ate the entire tin. Granted, it was only, like, 120-130 grams, but still.
Why is it so difficult to do the things I know I should?
The things I want to do because I agree it's best for me, yet.. I don't.
Like stay away from stupid sweetcorn when you know it could give you a life-long disease, or just diet in general. Or not even diet, just...stop the goddamn snacking. FML
Or get off my ass once in a while and..move. Lose weight, get in shape, live happily ever after..
Why is it so hard to make myself a priority?