kpop thoughts

I know that if you don't know me personally it must seem like I live in a pool of my tears. I don't - for the most part - but I am an emotional person and crying is the natural way for me to release when all those feels just becomes too much.

lol I dunno, it just struck me that lately it's all about crying and being a sad and emotional mess around here, and it's not really like that all the time, I guess it's just often the emotional times I need to vent here

so here we go again :)

watching history

note: I obviously wrote this on Monday, but life, and, yea..

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yesterday I watched a 43-year-old guy jump off a ledge and hurl towards earth from the stratosphere. everything was live via Red Bull's live feed (or as live as the safety 20 second delay would allow), and I cried so hard into my pillow.

don't mind me

I'm just blatantly ignoring everything else I should be doing right now and trying not to notice how annoying it is that I have no problem writing this when I can't seem to write anything else so here's another thing I've been thinking a lot about.

tears won't stop

My friend died today

and I am heartbroken

Square 1

This will probably be irrelevant

When I did the last post almost 3 months ago it was my honest intention to take a little break, and then come back and finish the updates for the Sherlock promotions. Late, I know, but it would be for me cos I would like to have the chronology for later, and even though I didn't post I've been saving pics and videos so I could do it.

Well, you know what they say about even the best laid plans..

Another Easter in Hamburg~

A spontaneous decision to go to Hamburg after all during hubs' Easter vacation resulted in a stay at this dump hotel, Hotel Aachener Hof.

On the edge..

I am loving this comeback more than you will ever understand because I love this boy more than you will ever understand, and seeing him everywhere looking stunning and tired and happy and spaced out and absolutely fucking gorgeous is my driving force these days to be honest.

SHINee Sherlock MV - dance + practice versions ♥

Just cos I love love LOVE these dance version where you can really see the choreo. And now that I love Sherlock's I'm so excited they made two dance version.

Including the now world famous roll of toilet paper 

#SHINeeIsBack - Sherlock MV ♥ M! Countdown Comeback Stage

120322 - Up, but barely awake, I was still fully ready when the MV was suddenly released at around 5pm KST.

#SHINeeIsBack - Sherlock (digital release) ♥

120319 - The day has finally come...♥

Today, the 19th, midnight KST, meaning my yesterday afternoon, the comeback was finally a reality ♥ 

Sherlock was released in digital version through various sites, including iTunes. I had so been looking forward to this day and twitter was buzzing and it was gonna be glorious. 
Unfortunately, I was busy the entire day with fewer and headache and puking my guts out so it was a lot less glamorous than expected.